is school good or is holidays better? now, i'm stuck at tis question when i'm studying, i wished for a holis but when i'm having a holi, i hope for sch 2 start am i gettin mad? mayb i'm. lols well wells. playing for maple like god knows yseems so childish.. (hahas!) cos tt's the onli way 2 pass time haven been doing any studying nor revising slacking at home lazy pig --> tt's me! getting fatter and fatter each day (my sis's phrase) nvm. i goanna chiong for my last yr in sch and i'm aiming for a poly =D wells. i'm a lazy bum. tt's y when sch starts.. there wont b anymore gaming and surfing the net.. till weekends/holis and computer is strictly for project work onli and of cos when the o ends tt shall b the day i chiong for games and lesuire things once again bloggin shall b weekends stuffs or when i'm in sch labs. hahas. so dun realli need 2 bother askin me 2 update cos i wont b online alot. tis week.. i'm like so busy gg out / having tings 2 do 20th- meeting des at supermarket 21st- gg lib wif chin hui 22nd- gg plaza sing wif my sis 23rd- gg des's hse celebrate x'mas 24th- gg jonathan's for x'mas 25th- gg aunty's hse for x'mas 27th- gg tuition -_-" 28th- gg sch buy books + bubble tea =D 3rd (jan)- sch BORING` BORING` BORING` 12 more days.. marked the begining of new start for everything i need 2 wake up in my dreams! 12 more days left no more dreaming / sleeping in class no more having blank stares no more seeing stars in class no more glancing for ur presence no more of nt handing hw no more of having frenship probs

constantly telling myself reminding me always tinking of the msg tt u r always there fer me though it doesnt ever happens but tt's the way for me to hang on to continute when i'm wif probs wad more can i still do? i understand ur stand fully understood. but can i let go of u it's not easy i know it's impossible but i'm still dreaming of the impossible y y y ? ? ? y's all tis happening?

tis shld never happen.. but y it's now? i'm havin BIG exams i cant afford to do tis

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